When I went to my very first yoga class over 25 years ago I was a stressed out, 'couldn't sit still' kind of girl. My mind was racing and I was constantly busy doing, doing, doing. I easily became overwhelmed and experienced panic attacks. I made quick decisions that didn't serve me so well and I was completely disconnected to my body.
I remember back then my yoga teacher saying to the class "take a breath and become present in this moment". That was a life changing moment for me. I had never experienced being fully present before, ever.
My practice and curiosity grew and I trained as a yoga teacher myself. At the end of my teacher training I got very poorly after one particular headstand and after many trips to A&E was diagnosed with a brain condition 'Chiari Malformation' I felt like my world had fallen apart. I was physically and mentally floored. My body was in pain and I experienced levels of distressing symptoms and exhaustion like never before. Emotionally I felt broken. My real journey with yoga had begun.
The life that I had known was over.
I had previously had a way of fixing or navigating around my pain, but nothing worked anymore. Distracting or numbing was a temporary sticking plaster and the physical and emotional pain soon showed up, each time more and more intense. All the old ways no longer worked and were actually keeping me in much deeper suffering. .
One day whilst lying in my bed with yet another bout of exhaustion another little 'light' went off in me. It didn't have to be this way! I had been fighting to keep an old way of life that was no longer in existence or worrying about what the future would look like with a health condition. I realised that I wasn't at all present and was completely missing my life. Could I be with this suffering? Could I meet myself without wishing for anything to be different? Yes. Through deep rest, meditation, journalling, nature and a great support network of friendship I could clearly see a new way.
Time for change.
I became aware that I had been holding a huge amount of trauma in my system for many years. I hadn't been honouring myself or the or the earth I walked on and I often went against my true nature because I wasn't still enough to hear it. When I surrendered fully to my experience and let go of the need to control, my healing journey started to begin . I started to love my body for the first time no matter what physically showed up. I learned to sit comfortably with the discomfort, the tears and the joys and welcome it all from my heart. I started to enjoy silence and connect with Mother Earth in a gentle and loving way.
The more I let go, the more things started to shift.
I started to align myself with nature. I introduced a plant based diet and worked in alignment with the seasons through deep connection with the earth. I worked with my own inner seasons and rested whenever I needed. I worked with the traumas my body was holding and started to unveil them one by one, each time my body healing a little bit more.
I had the power to live an amazing life.
As time went on I realised more and more that everything I needed in life to heal and enjoy life was within me. I had the power. I spent hours studying ancient wisdom and modern texts, becoming more and more fascinated by the intricate nature of the body, mind and spirit.
It was time to share this gift with others.
My curiosity has led me to a continuous study of yoga, meditation and deeply honouring Mother Earth. I use these learnings to understand how we can find that endless source of happiness. I have been in the darkness so I get it. To rise from this has given me a deep passion to support other on this journey of life to experience it at its greatness.
I have supported thousands of people to make profound shifts in their lives. I bring a rare wealth of wisdom and experience and skills. My work is both knowledge based and highly intuitive.